16 January 2009

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lately, i haven't been able to write too easily.
i don't know why.
i've become blank like paper.

i can't feel anything except hot in my cheeks
and cold in my feet.
my face is numb,
sorry that i can't smile sincerely.

looks like the winter has caught me again!
the winter has caught everyone,
freezing our heads and our faces and feet.
i'll sit at home all day and comfort everyone else.

it makes me feel better about my own short life.

but here, life throws me another blue eyed boy.
but look, it's winter and i'm stuck in a tree,
maybe he can help me down and melt me into perfect precious puddles
like i used to be.

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