i wanted so badly to feel something.
so i pulled the blinds down halfway,
closed my door,
counted sheep, battled sleep.
lights off, i watched half of my movie alone on mute with my favourite song playing loudly on my speakers.
i'm addicted to the vibrations.
i'd live off it if i could. i'd swallow it all and feel it sink in my throat.
i feel shitty but that's fine.
i know i did this to myself.
3 comments:
who is anonymous? ;o
who am I? not interesting... but who are you? That's much more interesting.
i'm gloria, like the song.
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